Thursday, February 19, 2009

Do you see what I see?

The time is near and I am getting nervous as a cat around a swimming pool. I guess reality set in even more when I got in the car earlier this week, looked in the rear view mirror and BOOM this is what I see. Exactly what I have always wanted and dreamed my life would be like, but it is still a little hard to believe. Yes, I have become a SUV driving, two car seat toting, 2 crib having, pony tail wearing, diaper bag carrying MOMMY! I like it, I love it...I want some more of it! I am sure that I am not the only one in shock...those of you who knew me in my single days are probably asking yourselves...what the heck too?

Oh, our life is about to change in only 13 short days. I can not help but sit around and wonder...What is it going to be like? Will I ever sleep? How is Emma going to be with a baby Brother? What is he going to look like? Will he be like Emma? Is he going to be a good baby or a fussy one?

I have been talking to a couple friends about what they think Gavin is going to look like and they all think he is going to look like a Fabian (my side of the family...dark hair and dark eyes). Time will tell, my gut tells me he is going to be red headed and blue eyed like his Big Sister.

Uh, when I looked at this....I am thinking we might have to move our Little Man over. I can just see Emma now trying to Mother him to pieces from her seat. I am sure she will be poking her fingers everywhere she can, touching him, trying to share her sippie cup with him, putting dog-dogs on top of him and no telling what else.
I can not wait to put Gavin in his little seat and bring him home, so we can start our life as the Frazier Four!


KK said...

I am so very excited for you. Praying all goes well. He will have a wonderful BIG sissy:)
Blessings today and every day,
Matthew 21:22

Katie said...

Oh my goodness! I have been thinking about needing to get our second carseat. WOW! That really brings it home seeing two carseats back there, I'll bet. I was wondering, too, about how I was going to do that...have a bitty baby in the middle and Miss Amelia right there beside him/her. If the way she treats her baby dolls is any indication of what we are in store for, my Amelia will MOST DEFINITELY need to be watched like a hawk around the baby. She loves her baby dolls, she just does it very, very, very...enthusiastically (rough). I can't wait to see your new little man!

MiMi said...

WOW! Can you just hardly believe that Gavin is almost here? It seems like your pregnancy just flew by for me.

I would probably say (from experience) that you MAY want to slide Gavin over a little because little girls are notorious for their "nurturing" skills.

I can hardly wait to meet him! I can only imagine how adorable he is going to be!

Praying for you!

Love you, sweet friend,

Mommy of a Wild Child said...

Wow! I cant believe he is almost here. I need to get over there and see that belly before it is gone! We will definetly have to do a play date for the girls once he is here. Love ya'll and praying for the best!

Harris Family said...

I am sure it is very scarey, but also so exciting! I kind of know how you feel. Just seeing all the baby things around the house makes me more nervous by the day. Even though I have dreamed of being a mommy all my life, I suddenly feel incapable and scared!!! I know we both can do it! I will be praying for you! You are already on my mommy list that I pray for but I will send up some more specifics!!! I can't belive how soon Gavin will here!